So I picked up another book. I had finished my book "The Offbeat Bride" and have been flipping through the Wedding Survival Guide, which I find somewhat interesting, somewhat dry, but it is good for letting you know what you have to think about, flowers, venues, etc.
But I found this book, Altared. I'd noticed reviews about it online and found it at a local book store, I've just read the first chapter, but I find it quite good already. I enjoyed the introduction even. It really portrayed how I'm feeling going into the wedding planning. My fears, worries, hopes. I'll keep you all updated as I read more of it.